Hey all
A few things I thought about over the day (and night actually, I'm pulling an all-nighter here :P )
I did experience some mood swings today, and I admit I'm still a bit worried about my imminent results. However, I realise there's nothing wrong with acknowledging the feeling. I realise now that what I've done wrong in the past is to refute the existence of these negative emotions by trying to bury them under the guise of (wishful) positivity.
Now, I'm beginning to understand how to deal with them. I accept the way I feel about things and my life, and then I tap them out. I have problems, I have issues, however, I know I must acknowledge their existence before I can turn around and say, "Bring it on!". Merely writing about it feels so good, I would recommend it to everybody. They say writing is an outlet. It is. I always feel so much more refreshed and relaxed after I put these things down on paper, or rather, on some digital interface ;)
Negativity is a poor opponent. It tells you more about itself than it needs to, and that is where your strength lies. Use the information that negativity gives you, not against it, but for positivity. (I might be getting ahead of myself here, but that's my understanding of things). In short, negative thoughts are, I believe, easy to destroy, but only once you know, REALLY know, about them.
I am grateful to this forum, for it has shown me a way to relieve myself of all that is weighing on me without turning my life into a melodrama.
I am grateful that I have a source that I can tap into for positivity.
I am grateful that I have acquired the strength to acknowledge my emotional defects and go about sorting them out.
Cheers
Akshay
PS: A PJ I came across today, for all my countrymen in this forum ;) No discrimination meant, but only an Indian is likely to understand this one: What is 4 autos + 6 autos? Volkswagen (das auto) :P
A few things I thought about over the day (and night actually, I'm pulling an all-nighter here :P )
I did experience some mood swings today, and I admit I'm still a bit worried about my imminent results. However, I realise there's nothing wrong with acknowledging the feeling. I realise now that what I've done wrong in the past is to refute the existence of these negative emotions by trying to bury them under the guise of (wishful) positivity.
Now, I'm beginning to understand how to deal with them. I accept the way I feel about things and my life, and then I tap them out. I have problems, I have issues, however, I know I must acknowledge their existence before I can turn around and say, "Bring it on!". Merely writing about it feels so good, I would recommend it to everybody. They say writing is an outlet. It is. I always feel so much more refreshed and relaxed after I put these things down on paper, or rather, on some digital interface ;)
Negativity is a poor opponent. It tells you more about itself than it needs to, and that is where your strength lies. Use the information that negativity gives you, not against it, but for positivity. (I might be getting ahead of myself here, but that's my understanding of things). In short, negative thoughts are, I believe, easy to destroy, but only once you know, REALLY know, about them.
I am grateful to this forum, for it has shown me a way to relieve myself of all that is weighing on me without turning my life into a melodrama.
I am grateful that I have a source that I can tap into for positivity.
I am grateful that I have acquired the strength to acknowledge my emotional defects and go about sorting them out.
Cheers
Akshay
PS: A PJ I came across today, for all my countrymen in this forum ;) No discrimination meant, but only an Indian is likely to understand this one: What is 4 autos + 6 autos? Volkswagen (das auto) :P
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